A friend in need is a friend indeed

Good friends share happy moments, best friends share the sad ones.
A friend in happy times is a friend indeed, a friend in times of sorrow is a friend to keep.

Hi, i have been going through the toughest moment of my life.
Facing relationship problems and everything else what not. Don't see the need to be too elaborate here but its true when you're having good times its so easy to face your friends. But when you're going through a rough patch, its just hard to find someone. Or perhaps its due to the fact that my bestfriends were always guys so it made things harder.

Thankfully for me, I had S to confide in. Last night, I poured all my sorrows to her and told her every shit and she was there for me. Not there to judge, comment scold but there to listen, be silent, care and be concerned. Couldn't have been more touched. Thank you for everything, i really appreciate you so much.

Bullshit.
Why are guys such hypocrites.

Bruno Mars had a Grenade, and Tiao Cruz had a Dynamite, so they both threw them at Katy Perry who exploded like a Firework. The bang was so loud that the Black Eyed Peas forgot The Time, while Rihanna had memory loss and ran around saying Whats My Name. Eminem looked around and said Im Not Afraid, then Willow Smith began to Wip Her Hair, which scared The Far East Movement who began to fly like a G6. Nelly then woke up and sighed as he said it was Just A Dream.

I couldn't find an apt title for this post because i just want to complain & rant.
Omg how i freaking hate my job. Nothing to do with people or whatsoever. I just hate my life now. Oh wait, do i even have one to begin with. Internship sucks big time and I hate it like seriously Drastic but yeah.
hate my state of life now. It's pathetic & meaningless.

Oh and fyi, its a long weekend for everyone else but me.

Work till sunday and Saturday its 8am-12am (14 hours)
Sunday- 7am-6pm.

Now tell me is that meagre sum enough to even make me feel like its worth it at all?

Saturday

Tim!:)

Keith!:)

Notice Tim's reaction; that lame bitch hahaha

Men in black

EWF

Ray ray my bitch friend

Lol at Edmund's face

my favorite picture of the day of ray ray!

Last Saturday was awesome :)
You know what i can't wait for?
* Our laser quest
* Free buffet at Miramar
* Sentosa Picnic
* Food trips to katong
* Ice-skating

Excited much!
Anyway, i met that bunch to catch Screm4 yesterday. It's a really good movie and I liked it though it was scary initially and gory to me. Loved the twists and turns. Hayden Panettiere is smoking hot.
 Subway for dinner was yum. I had the four course italian meal.
And omg you know how fat i am now. You will never imagine because i am sucha freaking fatty i such just rot and die. I swear i am so fat that i feel yucks to look at myself at the mirror. What the hell has internship done to my life. Turned my life topsy turvy and fatty. I hate how fat i am now. The most humongous state of my life i have ever been. Don't even feel like taking photos at Uss tomorrow thanks to those blubbers. Damn it.

Random, i hate guys with no guts :) go get some.

Tiffany and co.

Hi there,
my new baby whom i promise to care, cherish and love :)

Lovesss it

I swear the diamond necklace will be in my possesion in future too :)

Anyway, it was a really impromptu thing that i can't even find myself believing because i just saw it online like a few hours ago and decided that i really liked it. Omg I feel so fly like a G6. The satisfaction is awesome. I am so omg. I love it. Feels like dope.

Next on the list is Canon G12 and some other lusts. Shall only reveal them once i got them <3 Soon to come. I just had to.
P.S the photos don't do justice to my baby but still.

SFL- Finally, pictures of ABS

Today was bad but it got better as the day went past, thankfully.
Met the girls at Farrer Park for cheap food. AND omg, what a bunch of bimbo friends i have whom don't know where is farrer park and they actually asked me which line is that!
Anyway, I had a great time with them, needless to say. Despite them poking fun at me calling me a bitch/slut thats the way we communicate. I love going crazy with my gffs, I was pulling their hair and messing their hair like crazy! It was pretty much a hilarious scene.
We are SFL! <3 Hehehe, love the new term.

Adeline went home

Super random, the guys just came by and popped up at Farrer Park, backpacking

Brina love!

Sixuan love!

R wise, pretty much tiring. :(
Thank you for everything you gave.

Time after Time

Adeline Babe <3

The guys with the plaited shirts

Huge ass photos

Been quite awhile since I posted with pictures so here i am now. With a short update :)

Karma's such a bitch at times.

Anyway I just had lunch with that babe, she came over and we had xlbs, suan la mian and yangzhou fried rice all for a whooping $13.50. Cheap right. Dessert followed thereafter. Carrot cake's a real bitch, calories. But whatever. I can't wait to see the people I love this week!

Gffs + Italian food ( Raylene's intro)

Movie with Nic

Scream4 with clique

and ofc,

good friday,

daddy's birthday

church.

Loving my week!

On a side note, I've realised that i have been neglecting my family for like the longest time and i feel really bad cause my parents think i treat home as a hotel and they only see me once a week on s Sunday. So i made a new resolution to head home earlier everyday instead of 11plus 12 everyday :)

Plus, my mummy's going to sponsor my school trip to Melbourne and additional money for shopping if I stop being such a bitch. It's freaking 3.8k no joke. But thats besides the point, i feel really bad and i didnt even know my sister took a few days of mc and was sick.

Never say Never

Caught the Justin Bieber movie with the clique yesterday :)
It was amazing. I was reluctant when Tim suggested it as I'm no huge ass fan of his but after watching the movie I think its cool and he's a cool dude. I don't understand why there are Bieber haters in the first place: because he made it big at a young age? or because he sings well and people are unhappy with that? It's ridiculous man. I'm no fan nor hater but after the show, I've a much better impression of him. Its amazing for a 16 year-old to survive the challenges and made it big. Touching storyline.

Before that we had lunch at Everything With Fries at Tanjong Katong, yummy! Ham and cheese sandwich is always delicious. Edmund, Tim, Ruben, Keith, Raylene, Faruq and I had to squeeze into the car & thankfully we survived the journey. It was a fun one though.

Dinner at some J town cafe that Faruq suggested before we headed to chill out at Raylene's. Smarties ice cream and pound cake is absolute sinful and rose wine but still we love it <3 ( with the exception of the wine.

Dinner with David some time last week :]
Tried cheesecake cafe as well this week, highly recommend it :]
Butter on wed was cool with free flow of drinks :]
Chalet with the secondary school people was fine, with some slacking and tv :]

Next week:
Dinner with Aaron :]
Gfs :]
and more to come!

Dominos

Pretty nice day :)

Caught up with my polymaties!

Lunch @ vivo with them & followed by dinner. Raylene, Faruq & Keith.We were supposed to go to sunset grill but Keith's tyre punctured. Yes such a right timing on his first day driving, IK. Haha so we had to wait and decided to settle for Dominos instead but it was still awesome. Had pizza with them & it was cool. Chilled for awhile at Selatar before heading home, chalet tomorrow. Not so excited but yeah, I'm going. Can't wait to see my gffs thats all. Hehe and Nicholas and the nicer people.

Hey there guys, girls deserve better. Treat your gfs right. Thank you very much.

Yes, I am in no position to say this since i am such a _. But still :)

Treat a girl like how she deserves to be treated alright? Call me names, whatever. Hehe I still love you. 

I'm kind of astounded at how things have become. People change, inevitable but Idk. It's sad.
On a lighter note, there will always be others who are always there and being true, I love you guys for that :)

It's been a fabulous week but it drained every ounce of energy out of me :(
I know I am such a whiny kid but i can't help it. You don't know how tiring it is. Everyday after internship & going out after that and on Saturdays and Sundays begin at 10. Sad life. I am so hoping that I can go for church camp, keeping my fingers crossed. I need to pray real hard, I am so damn dying to go!!!

Sometime today I just had this random thought,
I admire the love between my parents so much. Or even everybody's else parents. Isn't it amazing how undying their love can be? How is it possible to love someone for such a long period of time, its so unimaginable. I am beginning to wonder, does such love even exist anymore? Why is it that there are so many conflicts between couples these days. These thoughts keep me in trepidation.
Relationships? Much of a no-no for me I think unless I am absolutely certain that He's the one. Than again, who really knows.

How do our parents actually overcome it. Absolutely amazing. With utmost admiration & respect,
<3 you daddy and mummy.

Some photos that belonged to the past month :)

USS

TGIF. I finally have some time to myself after such a long while! :)

A week of work has drained every single bit of me away.

Shall stop it here but workload today was insane. 

Supper after combined cell with Lynn,Melvin,Jon wee,Raymond,Joshua,Athena and Audrey was nice. Fun ride back home w my ex cell. Miss the ex yishun cell! Forefathers. HA HA

Awaking to a text that says: "Don't worry, you will still be pretty at 30" is amazing. Thank you, it made my day and started it with a warm fuzzy feeling.

Yet another meet up with my gffs but the awesome thing is that I can never get sick of these girls in my life. Always been cynical about friendships and living in the belief that I'd get sick of people one fine day, I'm so glad that we have come this far. All our conflicts turned jokes, cries turned into laughter, anger converted into joy and every single bit of this friendship I treasure. It's the art of being able to meet them for minutes and every single thing I have been feeling comes out of my mouth, sharing with each other moments and seasons that we have gone through. Growing up together is a part of our lives already. Much as I have always said, I still wanna do this again; I love you girls :)
P.S You girls are probably the bitchiest things i have ever known!

And i am so anticipating our many more outings to come:
* HK trip at 21
* Picnic
* La Terraza

I.love.and.cherish.every.single.bit.of.these.moments.

I don't want to grow old :(

As i gaze upon the faces in the train, and chanced upon many with wrinkles, I am gripped with fear. How am I going to deal with growing old in future. Outer appearances are something that I think is so important but coping with aging in future. It scares me.

I'm barely 19 but I'm carrying such a thought with me, what happens when I hit 30. Oh no.

Surviving work is a feat :)

Every week has been exhausting.
Than again, nobody ever said that working was going to be easy.

But each day i think it through and I realise there's so many things to thank God for.
If only...
We start being happy with the things we have and not be unhappy over what we do not have. The joy of contentment.

I really thank God for the people he placed in my life.

A group of people that I'd never have expected to be sharing my life with and caring for me so much would be my poly friends. Honestly, I have never been that open to share my entire life with anyone before, not because I can trust no one, but because I don't have the guts to. There were tough times to get through in the friendships but i thank God that He has shown me how much this bunch cared for me, more than i imagined. And during my tough times, they kept silent and showed support <3

1. Raylene- Been through so much with this babe & I'm glad for this girl being in my life though we had our fair share of moments that were hard to get through but we did it. She's real sweet and looks alot softer than what she looks. Hehe. Thanks for the text today, made my day ridiculously sweet <3

2. Tim- My older brother who never fails to be there to care and be nice to me and treat me the way that he would do to his younger sister & I've always known that. Jokes, moments, questions, Thanks sweets :)

3. Faruq- The guy who cares alot more than he looks like he does :) Teasing, clubbing, random calls, sharing and all. He's really nice. Haha my 1st impression of him on Day 1 is that he can't be bothered w anything, worrieless guy (nt a gd/bad thing) but as I got to know him better, he's just an awesome friend who is sincerely interested in his friends' life,cares so much more than he looks like he does.

4. Ruben- Our borne entertainer. Jokes, fun, crazy moments, laughter are always more than sufficient when he's around. I still can't believe he was once a stranger in Phs. Considerate, thoughtful guy who treats us well, and ofc as his good friends. We'll stand by you no matter what happens :)

5. Keith- It has been only a year since I've known him, but we have been through such crazy moments &  the long bus rides are nvr forgotten. We survived 2.2 tgt, practically. calls, texts & ranting, screaming,crying were just so insane. Sweet, thoughtful meticulous confidiant :)

The thing i love so much about this bunch is that they are so genuine, so real and so silent & supportive. I know this friendship will last. And everyone contributes a little effort to this whole thing.

There's so many more people I want to thank God for but I know it'll never end.

Anyway, I have so many appointments next week.
+ C's birthday
+ Gffs
+ Cell
+ Meeting Nic
+ Polymates
+ Meeting David
+ Church

And I want to meet Stacy Chiam Hui Yun soooooooooooooooooon. We have delayed our meetup for a month. I know you are reading this. Miss & love you babe. I so wanna update you on my life <3

Love & Cherish.