Adeline!

Redhed! Teeheehee

Old-school

Xuan liang :) ( Just ignore Esaint! )

Esaint :)

Nicholas :)

Stephen :)

Act Couture! :)

Random Shot

Singing K!

HOG service was awesome to the max. I enjoyed the sermon & praise and worship. Everything felt so right man. Man, I wish that Bethel would be somewhat like that :/ It's a uber cool church and they use twitter during announcements. Seriously! Hehehe.

Randomly met Adeline for dinner after that :) 

It was good, we finally caught up and I am so glad we cleared things up. Major love!

THIS WEEK WILL BE SO BUSY! FRIDAY!!!

Stop dreaming,start living

A full JABBSS picture after such a long while!

Adeline, ty babe for you know what !<3

Sex on the beach is awful, taste like fruit punch

AJAB

Monochrome

B& W

                       

with love, belicia

Just finished supper w Aaron, it was good. We caught up & stuff like that so yeah, enjoyed myself. Next week will be such a busy one and I am packed every single day already from now. But I can't wait, it'll be Chinese New Year and let's hope that signifies more $.$. 

It's a brand new day

I have been ranting too much.
Things to put my life in proper perspective. Live it well, live it up!

Its ironic how people always try to talk you out of things and you don't give two hoots about it until you experience it. Just like the before I turned 19, I thought it was exciting to have a relationship and I wanted to break the damn rules which I never once felt the need to adhere to. And now i look back and think, maybe i shouldn't have done that. When I finally am 19, I want to stay single. Haha. What a joke life is.
Thing is, I really enjoyed this r/s so much and its been tough to let it go. The happy times were awesome, the sad times made a relationship feel what is ought to be. Heartaches and heartbreaks are all part of life. I see the need to conceal no more. And I can say, everything felt so right but perhaps what they said was rly true, right person, wrong time. Because I cannot promise years. And I want to be fair to you.
Thank you for being everything, thank you for everything. If time permits, we'll meet again, we'll let God decide, till then, goodbye and I love you. You'll always hold a special place in my heart that is irreplaceable.

You know how they say its better to be loved than to love someone, I beg to differ. I would rather love someone than to be loved because you live your live once & what's life without experiencing what its like to be hurt. Bottom line, I want to be the one who loves more.

Enough said, let's enjoy some pictures

My beloved Stacy Chiam, I can't wait to meet you up the week after. I love you babe!

Sixuan! <33

best picture of the day <3

Heheee i shall go out now, more photos when i am back!

It's my life

Been having too many issues in my life recently, i guess its time to sort things out.
Things i don't like is when people judge me and give worthless comments. I am not referring to anyone in particular but too many have been doing so, judging my relationships & life. Its saddening but if you're my friends support me thank you.

Too much talk about my life;
issue 1: relationships
issue 2: clubbing/partying

First up, I don't like commitments & restrictions, not a bit at all. I know what i want & I enjoy being single so quit probing, yes thank you. I enjoy being single very much & sorry to say but if you haven't ever even been in one, i can say, i enjoy the liberty & freedom I have :)
i don't like people to judge because i know what i want & yes, relationships, i am no expert but i have been there, done that.
Let's leave it like this alright. Since I am 19, I don't ming revealing this but I have never took the dumb rule into consideration before. Never,ever. And I have not regretted any shit I have done. And like I mentioned, I like freedom & doing whatever i enjoy so nobody has a say in my life, reality of life. Hard but true fact.
So guys, kindly stay out of my life for now.

Next partying. Yes thank you if you are about to preach to me about it, being a christian & blah blah blah. I know what I am doing, i think it is alright. I protect myself, i go with my friends simply to enjoy the music, booze & dance. Simple, thats all, absolutely nothing wrong w it i think. So don't judge, I am no party animal. I know I was judgmental in the past too, when i insulted people who clubbed & said mean stuff like they were sluts/ whatsoever. I apologize for that.
But you know the one lesson I've learnt, you've the absolute right to judge & criticize only if you've been there & done that. So take off you tinted glasses. If you have been there, done that & still choose to insult/ judge, I absolutely respect you. But if you haven't, let's just pretend we heard nth. Or perhaps most of you would like to look at me in a new perspective? Slut convert or whatsoever, its alright :)

Enough said for tonight, the past three days has been good & let's hope things stay like this, don't force me to do things against my will and we'll not cross paths alright. Peace out, Chill out.

Random photos :) will be up tomorrow

I don't want to hurt any guys, yes I don't & I have never meant to. I'd rather get hurt because I know how heartless, cold blooded & can't be bothered i am :/ Puts me at an advantage but I'd rather not. I always feel that bad when that happens. I'm nice, yess conscience.

Anyway, it has been a very fruitful week. Many activities packed, awesome shit.

Friday was Phuture w my beloved friends <3 Fun, enjoyed like wheee.

Saturday; Brina's birthday celebration @ Ann Siang & Timbre, cooolio.

Monday; Dinner w Raylene :)

Tuesday; Chomps w Act couture! Finally caught up after such a long time. Naise.

Wednesday; KTV w Jiacai, Kelvin, Adeline & Sixuan, crazy fun blasting the mics

Tomorrow will be another going out to have fun day & Friday supper w Aaron :)

Monday would be shopping w Nicholas next week. 

Can't wait for all the plans man :)

Special thanks to:
SCHY,
Laureen,
Sixuan.

Major LOVE.

Sometimes I wish...

Feeling bad over the past couple of days,
sometimes I feel like I rly need a girl best friend.
And to be honest, I have so many wonderful & great lovely gfs but I can never find a girl bestie who will always be there no matter what.

Someone who won't judge, won't make unnecessary comments, be too insensitive or oversensitive, be there for me, provide a listening ear, talk on the phone w me, listen to me pour my sorrows, cry it out, laugh over crazy things, treat each other like the most precious friend.
I guess its impossible to find someone so perfect.

That's one of the reason that I can always relate to guys better, because i feel like i react and behave and feel like them. But somehow its different because there's a line that has to be drawn & people always tell me how best friends between guys and girls never work out because they'll end up together. So in short, I can never find that special someone ( girl ) who will understand me best & whom I will call at the lowest point of my life. Sad. In fact, I actually admire people who have bffs at times where they can put their front down, be honest, trust the person not to backstab them but understand them and be there. Seems like mission impossible.

Maybe its just me and my issues.

Anyway, on a side note,
Special thanks to Sixuan. You've no idea how much your simple tweet meant to me. I know you're the type of person who will not judge me & respect my decision and support me no matter what. Maybe thats the result of our 4 years of classmates, thank you so much. I love you my dear girl! <3

BLWN!
HAPPY AWESOME  BIRTHDAY!
Thank you for all the times we have been through & happy and sad moments in life. Gff! Love you much much <3

Hehe I am excited much for tomorrow and saturday, both days are going to be awesome but of course, Saturday will be bestest, celebrating B's birthday & I just can't wait man!

I need partye.
Yess like now, a dosage of it. Uhoh, no I am not hooked.
Butterrrr.

tired, shagged, angsty @ times.
thank God for good friends still.
thank God for nice movies,
thank God for encouragements,
thank God for strength.

Jane Tan Jia Feng, Happy birthday babe!

Bcm big family- Serene, you're missed! :)

My big-time geeky sis 

Niceee :)

Girlies!

Lol, look at Reuben's face!

Furama :)

Love R. Duffy & J. Campbell, cutesy! 

I'm still trying to lead a normal life. Yeah.

Feeling a teeny weeny bit better but still. School is stressful & I got 2 "D"s in a day.Wth man. I was so screwed that day. 

Hi there. Haven't been updating my life in a bit.
Kind of in shambles and I have been passing everyday, happy but empty. I feel it especially so in the night where life feels meaningless and I absolutely hate the feeling. I pass it away by using the computer, doing my stuff and trying not to think about stuff. Rough patch but I pray I'll get through it. Worse still, guilt kills. I hate hurting people and I feel really shit when I do that.
Was on the escalator when I saw this blue keychain hanging on this girl's bag which reminded me of the box of colourful keychains you got specially for me. Miss the times, yes. But everything's so different now. You've changed and so have I. And I feel so sad. How to make things better, constant or change? I don't know. For now, all I want to do is to be alone and never step back into another one again.

Friends whom aren't close enough won't understand but its alright.
On a lighter note!

Pretty Overdued but hey, at least its 2011

Crap shit is my feeling now.

I have nowhere to store my photos :(

A,B,C.
You've got me falling in love with you again. Yes, minimalist.

2010 did not end on a high note and so 2011 didn't start that well, hopefully it gets better.
Conflicting feelings & decisions made but well, whatever it is i hope God sees me through this patch.

pictures love :)