Hi there. Haven't been updating my life in a bit.
Kind of in shambles and I have been passing everyday, happy but empty. I feel it especially so in the night where life feels meaningless and I absolutely hate the feeling. I pass it away by using the computer, doing my stuff and trying not to think about stuff. Rough patch but I pray I'll get through it. Worse still, guilt kills. I hate hurting people and I feel really shit when I do that.
Was on the escalator when I saw this blue keychain hanging on this girl's bag which reminded me of the box of colourful keychains you got specially for me. Miss the times, yes. But everything's so different now. You've changed and so have I. And I feel so sad. How to make things better, constant or change? I don't know. For now, all I want to do is to be alone and never step back into another one again.

Friends whom aren't close enough won't understand but its alright.
On a lighter note!

Pretty Overdued but hey, at least its 2011

Crap shit is my feeling now.