Stressed like a shit. I really hate myself so much. All i know how to do is to cry cry cry when i am stressed stressed stressed. what in the world is wrong with me. right i thought i could juggle all the shit in this world when the fact is i can't.
everything is really taking a toll on me the tiredness is killing me. i feel like dying. i wish i could just creep into a hole and wallow in it. seriously. feel like cutting off contact with the world, like all means of social life, everything and just focus on my work. thats all i am thinking of now. damn everything else. srsly.
MY STUDIES ARE KILLING ME ALREADY.
and i have to do the video shit which i just realised i can't cope with. awesome. and being the damn class rep when being meticulous has never been my style not to include all the church commitments as well as work (fine, my choice) and the friendships and all that. i am going die. srsly, i cannot take it, on the verge on exploding.
the tiredness is killing me. honestly. i am gonna forsake all forms of social life. gonna go into a disappearing act soon.
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